This past weekend I was in Winter Park with 14 of my dearest D-Team members and many other wonderful brothers and sisters.
I wish I had an amazing blog entry to write but all I want to do is say that I'm very thankful for the glimpse of God's beauty, the resting time, the deep messages, the fresh air, the company and the breaking of my heart, soul and pure brokenness that was very much needed. I still don't know all that changed in me and those around me but the most obvious is my desire to read God's word and keep him with me through out the day and at the center of every descison that comes my way.
It was a time to reflect on where my heart was and was going. I found my self thirsting for real worship, real love, real devotion, real trust and real dependence. Just listen and rest God told me and that is when he revealed himself to me. The best thing to hear for my faith is that my faith isn't and shouldn't be dependent on the answer. We are called to ask and expect good, the answer is God's job. I pray for salvations and expect them to happen, God works out the when and how. Give the ball to God with expectation that he will return good.
My heart still has many cold and hard parts that need God's holy touch,...in time
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